Good vs. Bad

I am able to apply for a driving permit at the end of October. I have a chance at going to the shuffle meet in grand rapids on the second. I also finally got around to fixing Kim's radio and finished cleaning the battery pack for my mobile stereo. Now I just need to buy a battery.
However, I ruined another relationship with another woman. I'm beginning to think women aren't my thing and I'm going to fuck everything up in the future with anyone else.
I suppose I should become asexual and just work on making my own personal gain my priority.