Thursday, December 13, 2012

Dec. Update #2

Today I have an appointment with a lawyer, to fight the state's decision to turn me down for SSI. I really hope the amount of proof I have is enough for a case. We shall see.
Friday I have an appointment with the neurologist. I honestly do not remember the last time I had a seizure. That is good :)
Another good thing I love about this year, I haven't caught a lung illness. This is the first year in my life that I haven't become ill in my lungs. That's a first.

I changed my XMB on the PS3 to an animated Gangnam Style background. It's pretty sweet.

I'm changing the speakers out on my computer, so it's not quite epic anymore.
I plan on using the speakers I'm taking from the computer to make a portable rocking rig, and use it to shuffle while making an extreme amount of noise.
Two Auidovox 2-way cabinets, 6" mid woofer with a 2-1/2" tweeter in ported enclosures, and a Sharper Image 8" woofer also in a porter enclosure. I'm going to put those on a Jensen XA2100 Tri-path class T amplifier made for a car. I'm going to wire it to a Diehard yellow cap battery, wired in the 3 way setup. The woofer will be bridged while the Audiovox's are in normal configuration.

Link to the service manual as proof it's possible. http://a248.e.akamai.net/pix.crutchfield.com/Manuals/110/110XA2100.PDF

I will buy filter's soon to keep my speakers safe, but honestly I don't think they will last long enough to worry about that.
The cases are nice though, so if I do blow the speakers, I will just replace them in time.


Sunday, December 2, 2012

News.

Got turned down for ssi again, and I let my anger get the best of me. Which led to almost losing Ash, but I think we worked it out in a phone call. I don't want that to happen again, and I don't intend to let it happen again. I really want to keep our friendship strong. She helps me with a load of shit.

My Uncle Chris is getting better upstairs, but he got sick again. Which put a temporary halt on the garage door. The garage door needs to be finished soon. I don't like waking up every morning and working while my meds are still kicking my ass. I've already fallen off a ladder twice.

I am EXCITED for the 14th. I am going to see my neurologist, and I haven't had a seizure in ages. Its been so long I don't even remember anymore. My grandfather gave me a Sears driving course book my sister Kim used to go through driving school. My father is starting to make driving plans for me, and he intends to give me one of my dream cars as a life present. 2004 Pontiac Grand Am GT-X. 3800 V6. Modified suspension, and a Pioneer head unit. It's wicked.

I still haven't heard from Mt. Morris Schools about when I am having a opening to take a GED test, so I am going to call them after I get home from Uncle Chris's house tomorrow. Having that GED will help me immensely, and my Uncle Carter is lining up room at his workplace for me to apply and have a better chance than the average guy at getting into the company he works for.

Nate is buying a new drum set, and is talking about passing the old CB set to me. I'd like to learn to play it, but at the same time drum heads aren't exactly cheap. Musically, I'd love to play piano, and I really want my Uncle Chuck to let me borrow his Casio. I always have piano music running through my head. Most of the time it's all made up stuff and I think if I could play I'd impress a load of people.

I still don't like talking to people at all. I'd like to keep my social life to a minimum, considering most of the things I hear from others are things I either don't care about or things I can't do anything about. I don't see a point in listening to others, and when I do listen I feel annoyed at how others care to tell me things. Sometimes I wish I had a mute button for people so that I'm able to not listen in a not-so-rude manor, instead of directly saying "I don't care." Which I do say quite often.

I don't have much of a social life, which doesn't bother me at all, but I miss having a woman to cuddle with or confide to. I haven't gone without dating in ages for more than 6 months. It's getting close to 6 months since my last unfortunate break-up, and I'm getting lonely. Which seems hypocritical, but I like showing a woman that I can care. And kissing, that's my favorite part of dating. It doesn't matter if the woman isn't any good at kissing, I just love it. I miss showing off things like that.


On a side note, I'd like to thank my speech teacher when I was a kid for teaching me how to spell and speak in my head. I wrote this entire thing without using spell checker. I think that's quite a feat.