I used to love thunderstorms, but I always get headaches from them. In the most recent years of my life, the headaches have been worse and worse. This year since I have been taking medication for my brain, the headaches aren't really horrible. They still hurt really bad. And I force myself to sleep through them. But I miss watching it rain outside. It was nice to watch thunder and lightning and only feel a twinge easily fixed by a tylenol. Its not like that now, and it hasn't been for about 4 years, but its getting close to being bearable.
On a side note, being a sociable creature is pointless. I suppose I am going to use this blogspot as a journal more than a newspaper for the unknown. From a psychological standpoint, most people who keep a journal or a diary tend to have a less stressful lifestyle, and closure comes easier to those same people. Even to minor things, like breaking a cup or squishing a spider, which tend to be spontaneous and shocking, are more easily dealt with. I'd like to be numb to emotion, but I have yet to find a legal way to do so. So I suppose keeping a journal is the closest I can get to being detatched. Even if its just making small things easier to deal with.
On a left side note, I really want a fucking cupcake and a strong cup of coffee.
